Just before anyone else says it. I've relapsed
Still willing to keep going once this shits fully worn out of my system I'll be able to get with it...
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Rols well done , keep on using the tools you have learnt and the ones that have worked for you in the past. 'Failures" can be a great stepping stone for us as we learn what we won't do again , go for gold shandangles you can do it kia kaha 1 week ago
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Kereana He mihi nui ki a koe Shan, its not easy but awesome you are staying connected with us and reaching out. Failure can be part of progress and growth, so as everyone has already said kia kaha e hoa xx 1 week ago
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PaniManawatu He mihi nui ki a koe Shan, it's not easy however, with every challenge comes a stronger resilience. Get back on the waka wahine ma and lead the way. 1 week ago
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shandangles shared a photo. 2 weeks ago

Yesterdays reading I loved it so much

Yesterdays reading I lobed it so much
Rols and with faith that grows brings fresh hope that it is worth the struggles to get free 2 weeks ago
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4months today xo

ShanneIsAMansNameToo Ka rawe ehoa ! Ahakoa nga piki me nga heke though life may seem up and down kia kaha ki te whakatutuki au whainga maha be courageous as u focus on achieving your goals ! 2 weeks ago
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Lisia Now that deserves a cake uuuum2 2 weeks ago
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surrenda to change Happy dance and high five e hoa 2 weeks ago
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shandangles shared a photo. 4 weeks ago

I had my first spiritual awakening through the steps tonight. I realised how powerless I really am coz of my addiction and how unmanageable its... Show more

I had my first spiritual awakening through the steps tonight. I realised how powerless I really am coz of my addiction and how unmanageable its making my life. Just from the battle too stay clean this week. I told sponsor about it and then realised by doing that means I just admitted it! Woooh then it hit me..   STEP 1
ShanneIsAMansNameToo Awesome Shan! Yes there is power in this korero. Pick yourself up and march on like the wahine toa that you are . we are all cheering for you sis kia kaha! 4 weeks ago
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Rols amazing how your wairua is opened up when you have a "light bulb moment" and the truth emerges, Go well in your new discoveries 4 weeks ago
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I have a feeling I'm in the depressed stage and its starting too really take its toll on me .

Rog In times like those ( stagers of depression ) seek help from those who know you best, those who you trust & those who are willing to listen, with-out judgement. 1 month ago
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molioo Kia ora Shan! keep positive you got this! Trust in God girl! Hes got you! surround yourself in a positive environment for yourself and your kids! it starts in the Home! # Kia kaha!! dont stop believing!! 1 month ago
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Rols ae I tautoko all the above comments -korero with someone kia kaha 1 month ago
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shandangles shared 5 photos in the Stream Photos album 1 month ago

- feeling happy

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JBW Nice Pics Shan 1 month ago
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Lisia U fellas look blinken amazing xx 1 month ago
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Lisia Whanau foreva 1 month ago
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Rols sure does, but it's still amazing when you do get to the top too ! 1 month ago
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Awhi Thats right.... but its alwats better from the top lol 1 month ago
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Tea See you tomorrow Shan 1 month ago
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Rols ae that is so pono S, it is a letting go of the things that so easily ensnare us, like unforgiveness, bitterness , judgement of others . They are like a millstone around our neck, dragging us down. So the start of healing is to forgive, and throwing off the negatives and putting positives in to place well worth the outcome 1 month ago
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Grace Nice Shan - this is so your space... keep focussing on you 1 month ago
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Kia ora my whanau x
I've had a mix of emotions in 1 day yesterday.
Gods love intensely, responsibility as a parent, connection, gratitude, also let down,...
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Rols Well done Shandangles, very inspiring reading your posts, what a day you experienced, it is so true that life experiences shape us one way or the other, they can be stepping stones or stumbling blocks, The "fiery trials and tribulations" shape our character and reveals what is inside of us, As long as we keep on learning and moving forward in a positive way kia kaha 1 month ago
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Awhi Beautiful Shan! Gods love is AMAZING! Thank you for continuing to share your journey with us!Keep walking in the light my beautiful friend. Your future is bright xoxo 1 month ago
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Whaea Max Kia ora Shan Kia kaha wahine! 1 month ago
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shandangles shared a photo. 2 months ago

ShanneIsAMansNameToo haha thats the face i make when my kids get ready in the morning lol 2 months ago
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Norm74 Yeah I've seen ShanneIsAMansNameToo make that face at work lol 2 months ago
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Rols I'm sure I've killed a few too, that's me when I wake up in the morning, I think they should be abolished 2 months ago
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I got a tip. If your craving for that drug or drink buy you some cookie times dip it in milk NOSHIT it sends dopermine or whatever the hell you call... Show more

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Today Keep the positive going shandangles x 2 months ago
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Rols ae it is the old "dunk the chocolate biscuit in the drink trick" or some people suck the end of the bikkie to get a chocolate hit , got to be good for you especially if it is dark chocolate 2 months ago
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shandangles shared a photo. 2 months ago

Ooossh

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Rols wonderful and colourful 2 months ago
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The word I've herd a lot in my recovery but tonight that's stood out a few times 4 me is acceptance..
Accepting the fact I chose too be an addict so...
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surrenda to change Yes acceptance is a wonderful growth tool 2 months ago
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jessaitchison You got this Shan! Kia kaha! 2 months ago
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shandangles shared a photo in LK's profile. 2 months ago

Miss you xx

Miss you xx
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Grace Ae 2 months ago
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Awhi So true. 2 months ago
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Rols ae that's how it rumbles in the jungle 2 months ago
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