Life is no longer what it once was.
I see, understand and believe this to be true..
In all the beliefs, thought processes and foundations I created, they are...
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Toe Knee Thank you for sharing that. I tautoko the korero of Awhi. Kia kaha Kare. 6 days ago
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Rols ae Hicksey01, it was great vto catch up with you on Wednesday, , I also tautoko the above korero , layer upon layer, day at the time mauri ora 5 days ago
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Te wheke Keep on keeping on my bro...i got you...you know this...mauri ora yesterday
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The world that I created has since been birned down. All that reamins is the memory and the rubble of the mess it left behind. Ive always held the... Show more

Princess Poly Sooo good to be back on WO and read ur posts. Love love love ur reflection of Expectation and can totally connect on that...so agree with expectation brings pressure...that's a major issue in life. Thank u for reminding me kare 2 weeks ago
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Teina Morena Hicksey01 beautiful insight, Love your sharing stay connected, have an awesome day the sun is shinning 2 weeks ago
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Norm74 Still as poetic as ever Hicksey01! Such a good read! 2 weeks ago
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When I give a voice to my inner most deepest truths/thoughts and fears I create a space from self captivity
#FREEDOM #self-worth #truth
#CHOICES...
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Rols can you clarify that Hicksey01 what does that mean for you and where you are at now ? 2 weeks ago
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Ra and 109 others have joined the group Move the Maori Nation 2 months ago

My Direction
-Focused
Seatbelt
-Strapped
Fuel Tank
-Enough
Self
-Protected
Oncoming traffic
-Aware
Highway
-Open
Destination
-Letting Go - tui

Norm74 Love that you're attempting to build your independence Hicksey01! And now the wisdom to know the difference is starting to guide your decisions Mauri ora 4 months ago
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Hicksey01 Kia ora Norm74
-I’ve always been afraid of the truth because as much as there is blame on one, there’s family involved that also need to take accountability.
And that scares me a whole great deal.
4 months ago
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Rols Kia ora Hicksey, great decision to be accountable and get support as it's hard mahi doing it by yourself , but again the "pain" of the now will be worth it for the freedom of knowing you don't have to do it alone. kia kaha 4 months ago
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Kia mohio ai tatou katoa te uara i roto i nei e tatou, a kawe i te reira ki a tatou ia, me nga ra.
Xxx

Hicksey01 Kia ora Fullon
Your prescense is felt!!!! #TeamAWESOMEneverGIVESup!!!
4 months ago
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Lisia I love the way that you change the tyre and then get on your way 4 months ago
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Fullon That's awesome H, we are here, whenever you need .. believe in you 4 months ago
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I am thankful for the support and encouragement that I’ve received.
Many actions of mine have been on repeat for a real long time and I look back...
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ShanneIsAMansNameToo Mean post ehoa! Praying that Ihowa reveals that which you desire kia kaha koe i roto i to mahi mo te ra! 4 months ago
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SupaMaori Mauri ora! Very wise! Keep it up! 4 months ago
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Rols ae love reading your posts Hicksey, keep on bringing the darkness to the light and the truth will become more powerful than the darkness kia kaha in your hikoi of life mauri ora 4 months ago
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When I am strong
There’s people all around
When I am weak
There is no-one to be found.

I know of the lies
That My mouth has spoke
And I know all the...
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Grace Wow that was an amazing piece of writing Hicksey - you write well and I encourage you to keep using this form of expression to get those raw emotions, thoughts, feelings out. You are definitely heard. So please do not think we (He Waka Tapu) cannot hear your voice - your voice has a place in this world as cold as it may have seemed it has a place. Keep claiming this place you deserve all the... Show more 4 months ago
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Norm74 Ooohhhh Hicksey01! Now that is one deep piece of healing poetry. Beautiful. Reassurance and encouragement we can offer, kind words and wisdom we can offer but these will only penetrate if your defenses allow for them to be in there. The little you, you speak of needs to feel these words, these encouragements, these truths and allow them to soak deep into her core. Sometimes the right path is to... Show more 4 months ago
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juanitar Well written. It says a lot and I hope it helps to write it. 4 months ago
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Time has come.
Life’s confusion are seen at a different perspective.
Where one stands in true self truth.
Not hidden behind words of logic or words...
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Grace Your amazing Tui cool post 4 months ago
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Rols ae keep on searching Hicksey01 , the truth is right there for you , reach out and embrace it , keep blogging , kia kaha 4 months ago
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I am absolutely full of shit.
I wanna run.
Far far away.
But I’m aware
That I’m the problem.!
I’m crumbling like never before
And this pain that has...
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juanitar Good on you reaching out thru this post now find a trusting person and keep them close till you get thru this. Ring helpline and just talk it out or 0800 hewakatapu 4 months ago
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JBW Kapai Hicksey often speaking out what you are feeling can be the hardest thing to do, Glad that you have spoken out on here where there is help and some awesome keys and advice just like Juanitar said ring the helplines or 0800 hewakatapu(43 9252) there are always people here willing to listen to you're korero and who can give you help and the guidance you may need 4 months ago
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Rols ae great that you have writted so honestly how "you really are" at this moment . When you have been like that in the past , what tools have you used that have enabled you to push thru Hicksey01 ? You have conquered before and you will conquer again , you are a wahine of much mana and much loved. Please ring someone at HWT to help you kia kaha 4 months ago
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If I was to come in today is there someone I could talk too?

Rols good on you Hickesey01 for coming in, may the korero be positive for you kia kaha 5 months ago
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JBW Hope progress is going well Hicksey, Keep speaking out when you need someone to talk to Ka pai 5 months ago
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Fullon Did you come in buddy.. ? 4 months ago
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I’ve made a decision!!!
One that fits with my values
One that takes my power back.
One that is mana and strength.
This choice causes no harm to...
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Rols well done Hicksey01, that is then standing in your mana ,and mauri ora, may you continue to find healing and peace in you process of regaining your true mana and your ko wai au 5 months ago
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Grace Awesome Hicksey as long as its an honest attempt you do no harm xxx 5 months ago
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Norm74 Ooooohhhhh ya making me all gossipy lol..... Hicksey01 so glad you are growing still and learning more and more to self nurture + develop your voice.... keep it going! We are behind you 100% 5 months ago
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- Still waters will be Broken
And waves will start to form

Crashing down on in
To the Depths deep within.

The impact it will cause
Will ripple Far and...
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Markpaul79 I heard your voice when I read this Hicksey01. Beautiful poetry/lyrics, very powerful. 5 months ago
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Rols just love your depth of feelings expressed in your poetry, it is so vivid and alive as it is who you are or were , but knowing the end result is far better than the beginning , and also understanding that the Lord will certainly be with you in your valley trials and your mountain top experiences , because going through the "fiery trials" is painful but it burns off the dross to reveal the real... Show more 5 months ago
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Norm74 Ooohhhh that sent shivers of "fighting the good fight" down my spine! Absolutely powerful Hicksey01! You are loved, yes you are! 5 months ago
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It’s been a few years now and I’ve tried all the possible tui ways of doing life.
And it all comes back to this.
That point where you sit with all...
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Tea Ka pai you for recognizing all of this.. I tautoko princess poly.. although counselors may not have all the answers they do have some.. and can be a great outside person to talk with. 5 months ago
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Hicksey01 Heya Grace I have an appt to come in and see some1 next friday 5 months ago
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Fullon So glad you have posted everybody that has commented has amazing advice.... follow your wairua ... 5 months ago
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it’s hard to do this but I gotta get it out.
I have been sitting with some real heavy memories lately and it has bought on nasty tui.
It’s hard work...
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Rols Hicksey01 , when you get those negative taniwha thoughts, what have you learnt previously that has allowed you to experience victory? Sow in positive thoughts in your hinengaro, which will feed your wairua- stand firm and do battle , as your positive Hicksey01 will win kia kaha 5 months ago
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Awhi Yes Hicksy I tautoko what Rols said. Thats a whole lot of wisdom right there if you apply it. Good on you for posting here and sharing that with us, 5 months ago
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